PyroFiend

I sat here today, sitting and wondering what has happened... Life seems to change ever so quickly. My eyes are tired, so I close them. To wake, I realize that the world around me has forgot who I am, I forgot who I am. I question if what I do now really matters or effects anyone. I walked up to you, I asked you "Do you know who I am?" You looked at me and told me that you did. When you turned around and walked away, sheer trust was there. You must have not known me... You wake up, where are you, who are you? Things which you remembered are all gone, what happened to the world you knew. What happened to me? The person who you thought you knew...

I want to be happy
I cannot live this way anymore
As hard as I try I know I will never be
Can I just see what you are doing to me

I want to be happy
I live to breathe
In the fumes of your rotting body
The stench of your flowering womb

I want to be happy
Inside the world which knows no pain
The pain which you caused
And seize to control

I want to be happy
I want to be happy with you
You fill the emptyness within me
And make me whole

I want to be loved
Only by you...

Nevermind this thing I call love
I watched it too many of times kill me more over than not
I just wish this time when I wake up I will not be here anymore
Nevermind the words I told you for they did not mean anything
Just like the ones you told me
I am waiting for the time to come when I will be able to slip away
With the rise of the tide
As I lay here waiting to die
Can you pick up my roses for me
The ones I bought for you
Because I am way to deep in this hole
This hole you dug for me
When you told me you did not love me anymore
Take the roses I bought you to my grave

A wise man has many questions more than answers. I am a man that has no questions but answers to questions which are not asked. I am just a fool that if you listen will tell you what you want to hear but to gain a straight answer is farther than near. You tell me what you think I want to hear but all I want to hear is the wind blow through the trees. I need to hear nothing because I feel nothing. You watch me, to see if I will slip, but it is you that slips on the wet rock I tred on. I want to be left alone, I like my silence compared to your whining for answers which I do not bare. There is a reason why I am a hermit and a reason why I show up just to guide you at the right time...

Okay, I was at Fanime as some of you know. One thing I hate is FAT SMELLY GEEKS. They don't know when to shut up for a movie. Most of them cannot draw as some of you have seen on this site. "Oh I started drawing after I saw this one anime on cartoonNetwork." F*ck I saw some of the work they did and I must say I did way much better when I was in elementry school. What is with the stupid half animal and half human thing??? Do they have a bestiality fetish??? My Goddess are they that horny that they will settle for animals??? And they all dress up the same find your own favorite Anime... f*ckin losers...

I was watching BLAME! since they were showing it at the con, what a bunch of retards that were watching it and did not understand it. I mean some things maybe hard to grasp but because you don't understand does not mean you have to disturb everyone else in the room. And on a side note I am telling people that they should explore other things besides what is put onto the MEDIA!!! Okay I think I am done...

Other than that I hope everyone had a good weekend.